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Our Hell Is Right Here

by DRONES

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Does it rattle through your bones? Are we breeding out integration? I’ll cry a river while I’m at it, so we can wash off our sin “Deliver us from evil” - wasn’t that the deal? We should’ve never shook hands with the devil Our greed has cost it all Mourning deaths on burnt-out bridges we knew would never hold For all the miracles we’ve missed while begging for forgiveness from gods that don’t exist You can play the leader but we will stay formidable Deep dark skylines that never seem to clear Yesterday’s animals have become the gods you fear The world is dressed in black Praying for some colour back The slogan on your T-shirt reads “Nothing lasts forever” Oh god what have we done? Our hands covered in blood We are all to blame Are you not ashamed? Where there’s smoke there’s fire Can’t mend the ties that we’ve severed No “nothing lasts forever” We are leeches Yeah we are leeches We are leeches We’ll never be satisfied We are leeches Yeah we are leeches We are leeches Won’t stop until the bloods dry
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This shell it weighs me down Why do we come in peace to strangers but loathe others of our own? Sometimes the skin doesn’t fit right, like one button skipped And you can’t fight the overwhelming urge to hide Just be yourself There's no-one else Your body is somebody Read me unconditionally Don't hold it back Live and let live If you ain’t got nothing positive to say your double negatives will fix it all Genetic inheritance; luck of the draw Don’t sweat about the physical Chased through a jungle of poison tongues If you play the lion, they will run The golden ratio is unremarkable I’m on the outside looking in Culture club uniform We strive to be adored Break the mirror Don’t reflect on self-perceived defects I’m on the outside looking in Don’t you know...
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Manipulate 02:50
You hide behind your anger Hold a light up to my flaws Projecting onto me all of the hate from those before Burnt tongues have kissed teeth a thousand times Don’t swallow down your pride just to throw it up on me Say what you mean Don’t manipulate I won’t be your escape Say what you mean All of our mistakes silence our decay So fabricate excuses I won’t sit and bear the weight of all your bitter sadness It’s more than I can take No more animosity or unwanted remorse Just stubborn rusted pity that’s overrun its course Speak before you suffocate Dig your own grave Asphyxiate from all your wasted breath Speak now or you’ll never rest in peace
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Listen 02:03
Dig up the grave in your back garden This one's been buried alive Ashes to ashes and dust to dust No holy prayer could save us The ghost at the kitchen table devoured my youth If you feel like dying be alone with me tonight If you feel like dying Be alone, alone, alone I will listen, if you'll listen, just to make it through the night If you feel like dying You're not alone Still deafened by silence Always said that tomorrow I'd ask you So haunted I'm so haunted by the depths that I knew we shared I wish I would've asked you I wish I would've shown how much I care
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Learn 04:36
Heaven and hell - It’s all intertwined Even if I knew the difference, who is there to tell? Is this heaven or hell? They won’t stop lecturing “lower your expectations” But what they see as greed is pure determination We breathe in perfect harmony You know me inside out so we don’t need to talk about it Wish me goodnight, but I’m already fast asleep I’m dying for a future You’re living in the past This curse will be the death of me No I’m not alone No I’m not alone No I’m not alone No I’m not alone A common sense born out of fear We’re never gonna learn Never gonna learn Never gonna learn Never gonna learn Hell knows how hard we fought to be on the same team Our hearts beat in unison There’s no need to speak Time after time I kept my promise well Swore that you’d be there for me in sickness and in health All I have realised is I still hate myself Will you wait for my tongue to disintegrate before they burn my body? Where do we go when there’s nowhere left to know? Despite all odds, let’s call it even ‘cause all our vices are versa Can we re-calibrate and find a balance ‘cause all our vices are versa Can we re-calibrate?
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Josephine 04:02
Call ground control What goes up must come down You’re my black hole What goes in won’t come out I’ve lost control What goes up must come down You’re my black hole What goes in won’t come out You steal my thunder I always pay the price I’ll be back in black and trade for you my life You pull me under Drown me in those poison eyes One more panic attack and you’ll be my demise I’m a slave to you You’re always on my mind I often wonder how you trick me with those alibis All I wanted was a taste of freedom All you want is just to drag me down Cold bars chain my body to the night So I bury it, bury it underground Try to channel your high spirits but I bottle it every single time Stop telling me, telling me I’m alright I’m a ticking bomb, you’re the catalyst All my patient friends they’ve had enough of it I guess I’m better off without your forgiveness Said I’m done with you, yet here we are again I bring fifty but only get back ten We’re getting closer to our ever-nearing end Oh Josephine… You’ll be the death of me Held you in my arms to try and drown the sorrow An anchor laced with rust was dragging me down so low For every moment lost inside your bitter end, is every second guess at when should’ve been when I nearly lost it over you I almost tore myself in two There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do I’d bury it, bury it, bury it, bury it, I’d bury it all for you Go home Josephine No I don’t need you anymore
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Gonna let it pour out You’re gonna get caught in the avalanche I’ve got too much to give and I don’t know if you can handle it So sick of burying my love, I will smother you instead Watch the blood spill out my heart and rush straight into your head Fire away Fire away There’s gonna be a massacre tonight Fire away Just fire away Have we got nothing left to say? Push your hands into the flame and fire away So why does handing out my love lead to a thousand shaking fists? Have I got too much to give? Have I been lost in translation? What did I miss? You’ve got to learn how to share if you want to live Take cover
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Epitaph 03:03
Curses line my spine but I’m the luckiest fuck in town Got nothing to weigh me down except for the devil inside my mind Bruises on my tongue confess the lies that we try to hide I guess there’s nothing left for me to say except goodnight Maybe I’m not meant for this world Maybe I’m not meant to live anymore Maybe I’m not meant for this world Maybe I’m not meant to be here at all Wildfire is all that I desire inside Forever pine the ghost of my pride You better believe it Will I ever be satisfied? Someone is calling out my name but I can’t seem to place the face Epitaph reads “- ‘18” Still running this hopeless race I’m not ungrateful… just a little lost I’m not resentful… got my wires crossed What stays before these eyes is all of my design So how do you still crawl inside? So much for out of sight I’m not ungrateful… just a little lost
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Colourblind 03:05
You are the sun, I am the moon I’m only bright because of you Been searching for the light, but I was colourblind It takes a certain type of mind to find the depths of our design Little did I know until you found it in me Through stained-glass windows the purest sight before me Beautiful truth walked in The whitest slate I had ever seen I was so senseless Said “could you spare me a little of your energy?” ‘cause I’m running on empty Spinning around in circles Pulling triggers with my eyes closed I was no good for myself You said focus on me. Don’t forget to breathe and the shadow faded into darkness We’ve figured out a language not many learn to speak I will never hide so you’ll never have to seek You got the best of me She had the rest of me You got the best of me The parts of me that I learnt to hate are nowhere to be found in you. If you become the death of me at least I’ll die happy It was all black and white She had me colourblind It was all black and white You opened up my mind
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Grey Matters 03:04
For what it’s worth, I don’t believe that you are ignorant Salt of the earth, plagued by such belligerence This fear and loathing are your shame, so don’t pretend you’re not to blame I’ve got these lines on my fingers that give me away So far the end's unwritten so don’t feel like you have to stay Have you forgotten me? I’m left speechless yet again An apparition of my youth Keep on circling the truth Just a little more poison to keep the truth at bay Just a little less honesty to aid our great escape I feel the leeches steal the blood that warms my bones And when my chest gets cold I’ll cry and say I should’ve known I should’ve known The blackbird’s song is echoing Grey matters turning too dark In our microscopic skin heat is overpowering Burn a hole right through my heart Sweet pacifier Why won’t you call my name? Who wrote this misery? Sylvia would be proud I don’t feel like pretending that we are worthy now But all I want to know is can you feel the leeches? Nobody gets out alive
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VOID 02:56
Choking on the leftovers of words we never said Burying the bones of us because we both know it’s dead The knot we tied together became the noose around my neck I’m sorry, I’m not sorry I don’t owe you anything I’m sorry, I’m not sorry for all the anger I’ve been burying Explosive nights went off like fireworks Taking shots, shooting daggers Old dreams are full of rot Hazy mornings full of silence Black coffee and tired eyes I guess that Pat was right - Yeah it really is a battlefield I’m sorry, I’m not sorry I don’t know if I can handle it I’m sorry, I’m not sorry for all the lies I know you’re hiding The dormant power of a thousand suns... come to burn all of the bridges and kill all of our fun It floods from my eyes and bursts out of my lungs So fill the void with drugs before I come undone
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A chain reaction; the consequences bleak A great attraction in a bottle buried deep “How much longer can we ignore the warning signs?” “Well, it won’t happen in my lifetime, so let’s just sit back, enjoy the weather and watch all things die” In our egocentric world, if I’m going down, you’re going down We’re going down Call it vindication, so if I’m prison bound, you’re prison bound We’re prison bound It’s funny how our bodies will rot but our inventions cannot We will subside with time, I just hope the world can realign No I am not a saint We are all the same A festering disease always passing ancestors the blame Force elements together to undo our decay It’s too late to revitalise We must revise our ways When all is said and done, our ash returned to dust The smoke will clear, revealing our hell is right here

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released February 12, 2021

Lois McDougall - vocals
Tim Kramer - guitar
Rob King - guitar
James Kerr - bass
Mitchell Thomas - drums

Produced, mixed, mastered and engineered by Tim Kramer at Signal House Studios.

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Lois McDougall
Tim Kramer
Tom Thain
James Kerr
Mitchell Thomas

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